Girl:     do I ever cross your mind?

Guy:    not really…

Girl:     but you cross my mind all the time.  Can I just ask you something else then?

Guy:    sure thing

Girl:     will you do everything for me?

Guy:    no

Girl:     when I’m gone, will it affect your life?

Guy:    no

Girl:     do you even care about me?

Guy:    no

Girl:     if you have to chose, me or your world, which one will you pick?

Guy:    my world…

She walks away in sadness…the guy stands there in silence…then in heartbeat he chases after her and grabs her hand…

Guy:    wait you didn’t ask me the right questions…what my heart holds I can never explain. Girl you didn’t cross my mind every time because you cross my mind all the time.  And when you asked me “will you do everything for me,” you never knew that I would do ANYTHING for you.  And when you asked me when you are gone, will it affect my life?  It wouldn’t because it would affect my universe, my heart, my soul, my mentality, and everything inside of me.  And when you asked me “do I care for you,” I don’t care, for what I do is LOVE you, love you with no boundaries or limit…beyond expressions that a naked eye could never see, for what I have for you is more than LOVE…when you walked away and asked if “I would choose you or my world”…sadly you didn’t’ know that you WERE my world, my heart, my life, and my reflection.

have y0u eva reached the p0int where y0u've g0tten 0r felt s0 em0ti0nal dat u st0p feeling anything and seemed t0 n0t give a care at all?  I've seen someone i "supp0sedly" l0ve lo0k s0 br0ken hearted as they p0ur themselves out in fr0nt 0f me and me, not having any em0tions t0wards them... n0t anger...n0t dissap0intment...n0t sadness...but n0thing...sad isn't it...?

A story is told of Ali Hafed who sold his farm and set out in search of a diamond mine.  He searched over the entire world without success and finally died in despair.  Meantime the man who had purchased his farm spotted a glittering object in his creekbed one day and soon became the owner of the world's riches diamond mines.   -isn't that sad?-

For there is a parasite in the minds of men today.  It grows like a leech, taking its morbid existence form the strength of its host, warping his mind and character.   -Hubert Farbes-